good morning

it's 8am. another hour of sleep would have done me some good. oh well, that's how i've been for the past couple of years. it really doesn't matter what time i go to sleep at cuz i'm always up early. party til 3? up at 8. party hard til 5? up at 9. although it's very rare for that nowadays. i'd almost go as far to say that me and sleep are becoming best frienemies.
plus the cat. oh how i love the cat. he has this cute little habit of coming to my bed around 6 and cuddling up right in my face. it's like i have this dream i'm being adored by my favourite feline. even though i know it's just a ploy for me to get up and feed him. as soon as i move he springs to life and dashes for the kitchen.

i am still thinking about running this morning, but since the weather looks like hell froze over, i'm happy to procrastinate for another day. fuck it!

today i'm off to my friends house to finish painting his place entirely in camouflage. it looks amazing. don't ever get it done lol. 

now that we're settled in

number 2! i thought for sure i was just going to sign up for this thing, write once, then discard it as someithing i'll get to later. like many things i do in life. there always seems to be something better to do. no matter what i'm doing at the moment. i'm sure most people are like that. my brother put it great once in regards to cellphones. "whenever you're with someone and the cell goes off, you ignore the person you're with to talk to the person on the phone. but if the person you were talking to on the phone was standing right beside you, they would be ignored to talk to someone else if the phone rings." ya get it? hope so.

one thing that's been on the backburner is running. i've been getting a bit of a belly since i've turned 30 and quit smoking. i used to be the guy who was skinny no matter what i ate. now i'm a little self conscious of it. that's where the running comes in. i keep telling myself "when it starts getting warmer out" but i know i'm only saying that to put it off where as if there was a little more dedication then the weather wouldn't mean shit. i'd be out there trotting along the pavement, sweating up a storm and i'd be very happy doing it. instead it seems like a burden that i'll have to bear soon. unless i get comfortable with my pudge and fudge.

i guess that's it for now. i don't intend that anyone will read these. it's really just a place for me to vent and talk about shit that others (i assume) don't want to listen to. but shit, if you've read this far, good on ya. thanks.....oh and manderson, go back to bed! hahaha. 

my first blog

holy christ that took a while. 20 minutes later and i can actually start writing things down on here. that's the problem with social sites; they want more info than i'm willing to share or put the effort into.

so ya, my name is Ryan Aaron DeLaplante. since i don't believe in diaries or man-journals i'm resorting to the internets for my place to write down whatever the fuck i choose. this way people can comment and leave me detailed opinions of how i'm not doing it "right". my grammar my not be correct and i'll probably limit myself to dumbed down words of what i really mean. but that's what this whole things about right? i pretty much just write how i talk and that becomes a blog. ta-da!

so hopefully this will be a great opportunity for me to express myself freely and to give my opinions properly and honestly. it's what i need personally and having others follow along (if they choose) will benefit the ol confidence. maybe i'll do a video and post some link and stuff.....we'll see.